nature played this trick on me

I’m a very particular girl. I know this. I like what I like and I don’t want what I don’t want. Some people think that makes me ungrateful. That’s not true. It’s just if it comes down to a choice between getting something I want and will actually use and getting something a person feels like giving me (but that I don’t want, and/or won’t use for whatever reason). I’d honestly rather get nothing. I don’t need stuff. I don’t need clutter. My life is meaningful because of what I am and what I do. Not what I own. So if you insist that I put together a list of things I can use, and I put together an extremely specific list and I still don’t end up with anything on it, I’m going to be a little disappointed. It’s not that I didn’t get the things. I just didn’t get exactly the things, and, if you look back to where I said I was particular, I asked for certain things for a reason. Sorry if you think that makes me an ungrateful bitch. Merry christmas.